A Blurred Image on a Spotless Mirror

nyck2006 @ 2005-09-26T01:16:00

2005-09-26T05:17:20Z

nick88swd06

My new livejournal.

nyck2006 @ 2005-09-25T22:44:00

2005-09-26T02:45:29Z

I need help with college.

nyck2006 @ 2005-09-24T22:59:00

2005-09-25T03:28:09Z

I find life an incomprehensible mystery. Self-identity isn't wandering too far behind. Sometimes I believe myself to be an unpleasant individual. In mathematical terms, Nick > negativity. I guess when you have your mind set on achieving certain goals, but you fall short, you're disappointed. But my disappointment is accompanied by my unhappiness. In order for others to trust you, you have to trust yourself. In order for you to have faith, 1 person must have faith in you. I don't trust myself and sometimes I don't believe I'm as capable of change as I once thought I was. We're all guilty of wrongdoings because we're not perfect, but I can't handle my wrongdoings. I hate cursing. I hate talking about people. I hate the negative vibe I get whenever I'm around myself. But I can't change because I'm accustomed to being this way. Sometimes I'm mean to certain people. Rude to others. And I hate it. I really need to pray.

nyck2006 @ 2005-09-18T16:44:00

2005-09-18T20:45:38Z

People should admit they have flaws and keep it moving. Students are capable of handling situations in a mature, friendly manner.

nyck2006 @ 2005-09-15T21:16:00

2005-09-16T01:17:37Z

My heart is cold and I frankly don't give a flying fuck or damn. And I don't care whether you like it or not!

nyck2006 @ 2005-09-11T17:07:00

2005-09-11T21:08:57Z

It's really unfortunate that my best friend (Brandy) has parents that don't let her do anything. Is this really supposed to make us closer? No.

nyck2006 @ 2005-09-11T12:51:00

2005-09-11T16:52:15Z

GOD, I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!

For Kendrick: Oh, by the way, did you see Destiny's Child perform Through With Love on the BET Telethon?

Yes!!!

2005-09-11T15:26:35Z

Why am I cool with everybody...except Ashley. Haha!

nyck2006 @ 2005-09-08T17:15:00

2005-09-08T21:21:44Z

A white female celebrity (I don't remember her name.) being interviewed on Access Hollywood not only thinks Kanye West's comments dealing with George Bush were tacky, but she also believes that racism is no longer an issue in 2005. So, I'm assuming she dropped out of school in her pre-teen years and was raised in a castle surrounded by a moat.

I'm not trying to make this a racial issue...

2005-08-31T23:43:43Z

Maybe people are stealing because they don't have anything. I don't condemn that, but it's just WEIRD that only black people are being shown.

This Picture is Worth a Thousand Words. One being disappointing.

2005-08-31T23:20:14Z

EVERYONE REPLY TO THIS PLEASE! TELL ME WHAT YOU HONESTLY THINK.

Thousands are feared dead in the wake of Hurricane Katrina, children are clinging to rooftops, there is the risk of disease, and ON MSN, I SEE A PHOTO OF BLACK TEENAGERS STEALING BOXES OF SHOES AND CLOTHES FROM A LOCAL NEW ORLEANS STORE. I truly hope the LRG and Jordans is worth it! I'm damn near in tears because of this.

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-30T19:38:00

2005-08-30T23:40:43Z

What the hell is going on Mariah? SING BITCH!!! Whitney, SING BITCH!!! Lauryn Hill, SING BITCH!!! How you gon' sing bad when it's your damn job?!?

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-28T20:55:00

2005-08-29T00:56:33Z

Everybody pray for those who live in New Orleans.

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-28T16:43:00

2005-08-28T20:48:39Z

I feel like I'm a more likable person like I was in 8th grade. I mean, like 50 people told me I should run for Mr. SWD. I'm not of course, but that just makes me feel good about myself. Still, I feel like people think I'm trying to bring them down because I make comments like "Ooh, your hair," but it shouldn't be taken personally. Look at my hair! I just hope that everyone lightens up and we can enjoy our senior year!

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-28T12:26:00

2005-08-28T16:27:22Z

Pretty soon, I'll be getting some. YES!

BRANDY'S BITCH ASS PARENTS

2005-08-27T00:58:23Z

I CANNOT STAND BRANDY'S PARENTS! THEY ARE STUPID, DISCRIMINATORY JACKASSES! IT'S TRULY DISAPPOINTING THAT BRANDY CAN'T EVEN RIDE THE TRAIN BECAUSE HER PARENTS THINK SHE'LL BE ATTACKED. NEWS FLASH BITCHES: EVERYONE IS RIDING THE TRAIN! AND BRANDY'S NOT RIDING WITH ME TO THE GAME BECAUSE I REFUSE TO DO HER PARENT'S A FAVOR BY TAKING HER. IF BRANDY AND I ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GOING TO EVERY GAME TOGETHER, THEN WE'RE ALTERNATING DRIVING. ANOTHER NEWS FLASH BITCHES: GAS IS $300,000,000!!!

OH YEAH, HER BROTHER IS A WHINING HOE!

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-25T17:22:00

2005-08-25T21:24:06Z

Who is ready for the crunkest game of the year?!? I've seen the halftime show and trust me...Crunk ain't even the word!!!

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-23T20:55:00

2005-08-24T00:58:33Z

I become sick to my stomach trying to understand how a 9 year old can survive by him or herself on the streets of an AIDS stricken community. What the hell is going on?

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-23T20:39:00

2005-08-24T00:41:24Z

I'm watching an AIDS special on VH1 and it's really disheartening. Seriously. Being thousands of miles away and having no job, I feel helpless.

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-22T20:11:00

2005-08-23T00:16:11Z

Being human, I'm bound to slip up, but it's my responsibility to correct my childish actions. Immaturity and negativity are not good qualities. With that said, I'm cool.

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-19T17:04:00

2005-08-19T21:05:01Z

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet ___awesomekayla? Nigga, I don't know.
2.~What would you do if you had never met daemobot? All I know is that this summer would have not been the same.
3.~What do you honestly think of ___awesomekayla? That's a bad bitch!
4.~Would or did ___awesomekayla and kia_potter go out? Probably if they were lesbians.
5.~Have you ever liked reskee? No.
6.~If ___awesomekayla died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? Honestly, that I love her.
7.~Would divine_xtc_06 and ___awesomekayla make a good couple? If they both ate pussy.
8.~Describe swdiva in 3 words: Sexy, Dancin' Diva
9.~Do you think ___awesomekayla is hot? Yes.
10.~Would ___awesomekayla and ___awesomekayla make a lovely couple? Ain't nothin' wrong with masturbation.
11.~What do you think of when you see kia_potter? I want her to grab my booty!
12.~Tell me something humiliating about ___awesomekayla: She split her pants at Melody's house! Lol!
13.~Do you know any of kendrick329's family members? Kinda.
14.~What's ___awesomekayla's favorite color? IDK
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is ___awesomekayla? 69.
16.~What would you do if mello516 just professed their undying love for you? She doesn't have a penis.
17.~What language does ___awesomekayla speak? I don't know what the fuck Kayla be talkin' about! JK!
18.~Who is ___awesomekayla going out with? She is happily single!
19.~Is ___awesomekayla a boy or a girl? Are you serious? Kayla. Self-explanatory.
20.~Would ___awesomekayla and mello516 make a good couple? If they sucked titties.
21.~Who do you think ___awesomekayla would be great with from this list? Her parents think kendrick329.
22.~When was the last time you talked to ___awesomekayla? Today.
23.~What is reskee's favorite band? IDK
24.~Does divine_xtc_06 have any siblings? IDK
25.~Would you ever date kendrick329? No.
26.~Would you ever date swdiva? No.
27.~Is ___awesomekayla single? Yes and happily.
28.~What is ___awesomekayla's last name? Thompson
29.~What is ___awesomekayla's middle name? IDK
30~What is ___awesomekayla's fantasy? I just hope it's freaky!
31.~Where does ___awesomekayla live? By SWD.
32.~Would you make out with ___awesomekayla? Huh?
33.~Are daemobot and kendrick329 best friends? No, but she absolutely adores him.
34.~Does swdiva like ___awesomekayla? Yes. I hope this isn't sexual.
35.~How did you meet ___awesomekayla? Nigga, I still don't know.
36.~Is ___awesomekayla older than you? No.
37.~Is ___awesomekayla the sexiest person alive? Close to it.

nyck2006 @ 2005-08-18T07:06:00

2005-08-18T11:06:37Z

I thought about it and...Nigga please, I'm cool! :)

What the hell is going on?!?

2005-08-18T02:51:37Z

Seriously, what has been up with me the past few days? I feel so damn negative. I just feel messy.

Kayla tagged me. So...

2005-08-16T23:13:33Z

Ten things I really enjoy:

1. Listening to GOOD music. Music is self-expression, but that doesn't mean all self expression is good. Take "Laffy Taffy" for example. Good beat, bad music.
2. Watching Beyonce perform live. Self-explanatory.
3. Laughing uncontrollably at bad moments. You may appear to be disrespectful, but in a school where there is no school, uncontrollable laughs relieve stress.
4. Hot ass showers.
5. Updating my livejournal with good entries. I'm talking about my preachin' entries, not those boring "This is what I did today" entries.
6. Talking on the phone with interesting people. I absolutely love talking to people that are either hard to get or just cool.
7. Porn. It may sound nasty, but it's a reality.
8. Wearing nice clothes. I rarely do it, but when I do, my confidence level is much higher.
9. Looking at Romantic comedies/dramas. I love the thought of falling in love the fairy tale way.
10. Oprah! Oprah's a BAD BITCH!!!

I'm so disgusted at myself right now

2005-08-16T23:01:03Z

I'm letting certain people rub off on me, and that is not cool! I feel 60% myself right now, but that is all going to change! It's time to be myself, and not somebody else.