nick88swd06

My new livejournal.

I need help with college.

I find life an incomprehensible mystery. Self-identity isn't wandering too far behind. Sometimes I believe myself to be an unpleasant individual. In mathematical terms, Nick > negativity. I guess when you have your mind set on achieving certain goals, but you fall short, you're disappointed. But my disappointment is accompanied by my unhappiness. In order for others to trust you, you have to trust yourself. In order for you to have faith, 1 person must have faith in you. I don't trust myself and sometimes I don't believe I'm as capable of change as I once thought I was. We're all guilty of wrongdoings because we're not perfect, but I can't handle my wrongdoings. I hate cursing. I hate talking about people. I hate the negative vibe I get whenever I'm around myself. But I can't change because I'm accustomed to being this way. Sometimes I'm mean to certain people. Rude to others. And I hate it. I really need to pray.

People should admit they have flaws and keep it moving. Students are capable of handling situations in a mature, friendly manner.

My heart is cold and I frankly don't give a flying fuck or damn. And I don't care whether you like it or not!

It's really unfortunate that my best friend (Brandy) has parents that don't let her do anything. Is this really supposed to make us closer? No.

GOD, I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!

For Kendrick: Oh, by the way, did you see Destiny's Child perform Through With Love on the BET Telethon?

Why am I cool with everybody...except Ashley. Haha!

A white female celebrity (I don't remember her name.) being interviewed on Access Hollywood not only thinks Kanye West's comments dealing with George Bush were tacky, but she also believes that racism is no longer an issue in 2005. So, I'm assuming she dropped out of school in her pre-teen years and was raised in a castle surrounded by a moat.

Maybe people are stealing because they don't have anything. I don't condemn that, but it's just WEIRD that only black people are being shown.

EVERYONE REPLY TO THIS PLEASE! TELL ME WHAT YOU HONESTLY THINK.

Thousands are feared dead in the wake of Hurricane Katrina, children are clinging to rooftops, there is the risk of disease, and ON MSN, I SEE A PHOTO OF BLACK TEENAGERS STEALING BOXES OF SHOES AND CLOTHES FROM A LOCAL NEW ORLEANS STORE. I truly hope the LRG and Jordans is worth it! I'm damn near in tears because of this.

What the hell is going on Mariah? SING BITCH!!! Whitney, SING BITCH!!! Lauryn Hill, SING BITCH!!! How you gon' sing bad when it's your damn job?!?

Everybody pray for those who live in New Orleans.

I feel like I'm a more likable person like I was in 8th grade. I mean, like 50 people told me I should run for Mr. SWD. I'm not of course, but that just makes me feel good about myself. Still, I feel like people think I'm trying to bring them down because I make comments like "Ooh, your hair," but it shouldn't be taken personally. Look at my hair! I just hope that everyone lightens up and we can enjoy our senior year!

Pretty soon, I'll be getting some. YES!

I CANNOT STAND BRANDY'S PARENTS! THEY ARE STUPID, DISCRIMINATORY JACKASSES! IT'S TRULY DISAPPOINTING THAT BRANDY CAN'T EVEN RIDE THE TRAIN BECAUSE HER PARENTS THINK SHE'LL BE ATTACKED. NEWS FLASH BITCHES: EVERYONE IS RIDING THE TRAIN! AND BRANDY'S NOT RIDING WITH ME TO THE GAME BECAUSE I REFUSE TO DO HER PARENT'S A FAVOR BY TAKING HER. IF BRANDY AND I ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GOING TO EVERY GAME TOGETHER, THEN WE'RE ALTERNATING DRIVING. ANOTHER NEWS FLASH BITCHES: GAS IS $300,000,000!!!

OH YEAH, HER BROTHER IS A WHINING HOE!

Who is ready for the crunkest game of the year?!? I've seen the halftime show and trust me...Crunk ain't even the word!!!

I become sick to my stomach trying to understand how a 9 year old can survive by him or herself on the streets of an AIDS stricken community. What the hell is going on?

I'm watching an AIDS special on VH1 and it's really disheartening. Seriously. Being thousands of miles away and having no job, I feel helpless.

Being human, I'm bound to slip up, but it's my responsibility to correct my childish actions. Immaturity and negativity are not good qualities. With that said, I'm cool.